Tuesday, April 8, 2008

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Here I am sitting at my laptop and about one hundred things are racing through my head. For those who are on planet Mars...Tiffany and I got engaged. Yeah, Yeah...It's about time. Trust me I've gotten that...lol. now the planning for the wedding, I feel it going really good. We have a lot of decisions already in motion...which is good. Now some ask, "Why wait so long" Yadaa, Yadaa, Yadaa. And the answer is, I can't answer that question. I knew it was something I had to do though. I got a message from God. No really! I asked God, oh some time ago, about what is the next step in life. What do I need to do next? Which piece to lat down? And like most cases, I got my answer real quick. Now usually when I get an answer that quick, it's because it's something that is really important. Like I should pay really close attention. Believe it or not, I even remember where I was when I asked God. It was on the Cache Creek backpacking trip. It was an, "ah ha!" moment.
Now like most people know, I can be really good a procrastinating. It only took 1 year after that to get around to buying a ring and asking. But like most patterns I find in my life, things happen for reasons. Timing. I knew that if I asked her then, Te and I would not be in the right place. That was B.S. ("Before Steven") came to California. Te and I own our relationship because of him.
So here I am only 2 weeks and 3days after asking Tiffany to marry me and I'm trying not to freak out. I know during this time I am going to be stretched, broken and molded and then multiply that by like 20 times. But I have faith that God's timing is sovereign. And that is something I need to reprogram. And I'm no programmer. Luckily I know who created the program. With me and Him going through all the lines of code and checking all the syntax errors. I know we will make it trough.

And Te and I will live happily ever after

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